don't want to be sly and defile you, desecrate my mind and rely on you, i just want to break this crown, but it's hard when i'm so run down and you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal, got to bring myself back from the dead. sometimes i hate the life i made, everything's wrong all the time. pushing on, i can't escape, everything that comes my way is haunting me, taking its sweet time. holding on i'm lost in a haze, fighting life till the end of my days. don't want to be rude but i have to. nothing's good about the hell you put me through. i just need to look around, see the light that has come unbound.